kids Ty and Jordan

Happy new year everyone

God I wish I had time and patience to continue this thing, so whats been going on?? Bad news really , Marks nan has cancer in the lymph nodes, she starts chemo this friday, Ty has been ill since Novemeber with this strange virus going around, to say I havnt been getting much sleep is an understatement.Ty is up most nights coughing untill he is sick, Ive never cleaned so many sheets!!Ive been doing extra hours at work, so im a little tired to say the least.Christmas came and went with slippers on.I think I spent so much time worrying about getting presents and the cost of everything I forgot to rest and enjoy myself, in the end, I stuck to my budget, well maybe a little over, and the kids were happy with thier presents, thats the main thing.But I suppose I feel cheated, it never felt christmassy this year at all, maybe im just getting older, the magic lost...anyway next week, I have a week off work, I plan to get in bed by 8pm...spend some time with Mark, we live together but never see each other, one in one out...kids about..cleaning...pets..AARRGGHHH!!! I think we are drifting apart,rowing over stupid things, but hey thats life, my new years resolution: To just do it , whatever it is with a smile, and not be so worried about my home getting in a mess, weve got to live, a crumb on the floor isnt going to kill anyone, Ive been a bit O.C.D Lately again with the cleaning and furnishings, getting pissed off because somebody moved my candle an inch in the wrong direction isnt healthy, ive just got to learn to let go.......count to ten...SMILE!!!!

Woah, that feels better.Sorry to bore everyone :)

Hi all!!! Im actually liking this new blog thingy! Its got loadsa gadgety jobbies to get to grips with, yay! And this is me, yup, so if you see me in the street say hi, if its on crimewatch, then you have never seen me before in your life!

The Dogs.

My parents first dog was Chow Chow named LinChow.Imaginitve I know.She once bit me on the lip for playing with her when she was trying to relax.I soon learned to respect dogs.Thus brought forth my parents collection of dog ornaments.Apparently they are worth a few bob, we were never allowed to touch them growing up, and thanks to the popularity of day time tv programmes such as 'boot sale challenge' and 'flog it' and the forever mahogany coloured David Dickinson my parents have formed a keen eye for antiquities and the collection has grown.Just remeber, look, but don't touch!

My mums piano.It smells musty, is hardly played and takes up a lot of room.But it wouldnt be the same with out the piano being there.The kids bang out a tune now and then.If thats what you call it, it keeps them entertained for half an hour but gives everyone else a head ache.As a child I would pretend I was playing some great masterpeice, then my mum would get on there and show me how its done.At christmas its decorated with candles and floral arrangements.It full of spiders no doubt,yuk.But, its homely.Its been in the house since before I was born im sure.We used to have a couple of canaries called Eric and Ernie, their cages were sat on top.Mum cooked one in the conservatory one particulary hot summer.We can laugh about it now were over it.

Talking crap

Its what i do best, so instead of talking crap im using this blog to upload photos.Then ill talk crap about the photo.So it has a point, im not just genrally talking crap, im talking about the crap photo.